Cut...

"Cut" by Plumb

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile frame aged
With misery
And when our eyes meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut


I LOVE THIS SONG, NOT ONLY IS IT BEAUTIFUL, BUT IT SAYS SO MUCH ABOUT ME. SHE IS AN AMAZING CHRISTIAN SINGER AND I HAVE POSTED ABOUT ANOTHER OF HER SONGS.

I KNOW NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND WHAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH, BUT ONE THING I KNOW IS "I AM NOT ALONE"
HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN WITH ME,
AND I MIGHT NOT KNOW HOW TO HEAL EMOTIONALLY YET,
BUT HE HAS A REASON FOR ALL OF THIS.